So, the MX5 is gone from my possession now. It was a long fun road. Sideways, a lot of the time (both with the work done and the driving) But it’s time to move on to something more reliable, and more sensible.
All I know, is an old school JDM will be coming in my life shortly. Powered by a 2000 V8..
Has been a hell of a ride with TROLOL but - things need to change. Nothing will change without cutting the losses. Sadly, TROLOL is one of them.
Taking what was once, a nice and tidy mx5, to making it a clown car, then to a show car, and winning awards, then to a drift hack.
Been a long road. Maybe I’ll be back with another one. Doubtful mind you.
Ever struggled to look yourself in the mirror. That’s what I’m going through. The fuck am I doing.
She’s gone. I now owe another $399 to the fucking government.
My life is a total fucking mess.
Recently, I met someone that changed my life, and changed the way I act.
It’s quite crazy to think that we met 6/7 weeks back, and we came this far. Ever since my break up last year I have felt no feelings for anybody. Sure, I have felt lust for the odd attractive girl, but nothing more than that..
Until about a month ago. I realized that what we have, or what we Had was exactly, what I wanted. Not needed, but wanted.
I am ridiculously insecure, and sadly, that took control of my feelings, or more so, it clouded my feelings. I ended up telling her that I wasn’t right for her, I wanted her to be happy.
I want to be right for her, I want to be the one to make her happy. But I made a mistake.
Hopefully I will live and learn..
I have a lot of pictures to upload shortly.
I did a little drive last night, snapping where I went in my Miata. It was fantastic.
I have now listed my S14 Turbo. Time to finish the Miata off..